. chemistry .

I am depressed. I really am. I tried taking this as positively as I possibly could but I can’t. Sigh. It’s only the second day and I’m feeling like this already. This is bad. Well, at least I understood mathematics. Well at least I think I did! hah. Yes. Laugh at me. Do you know, the only happy part about my day today was bringing a new bag to school. I kick started my day badly today. I woke up at 5, to start with. Since it was really early, I conveniently went back to sleep! THEN, I got a msg! But in my mind I was like “alarm hasn’t rang, it’s not 6am yet, so no rush at getting up”. So I went back to sleep, yet again. Then another msg came in. And I was like “well, this better be important if some nut head’s messaging me at 5 plus in the morning”. THEN I CHECK MY PHONE AND IT’S 6.30AM ALREADY! FARKKKK. yeaps. First msg was from Kenny. “Wakey wake! Rise and shine!” yeah. And the second one from Denon (I was supposed to wake him up at 6am, in order for him to come pick me up to be in school in time). The message said this “Good morning Michelle, why didn’t you wake me up? I nearly overslept!” And all I could reply was SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT! I OVERSLEPT. sigh. yeah. Bad day!

Oh well, life’s tough ain’t it? Then in school, I was found by my “masters”. Here’s why I have masters. During orientation, these seniors picked about 20 juniors to “sell” as slaves. And I was of course lucky enough to be chosen! And Sold, mind you!! Sold to 22 people that is, but thank heavens I was sold in a group of 4 girls. So, I’ve got friends to be with me! =) ANYWAY, MY FIRST “TASK” as a SLAVE, is to make two sets of breakfast and two sets of lunch tomorrow! gee. I don’t even eat breakfast, to start with. I close to don’t eat lunch at home, but yeah, I’m supposed to cook! WOW! Narcissistic arses! sigh. And classes haven’t been easy I tell you. I mean I’ve always done my science subjects in BM. Having to do it all in English now really confuses the crack pots out of me! I swear! I’ve been swearing a lot haven’t I? But I can’t help it. My friends say it’s only temporary that I feel this way and in time I’ll understand. But I don’t feel any better. I mean. Math seems fine to me still.. Still. Maybe I haven’t gotten to the tough parts yet. But of for Pete’s sake, chemistry teachers writes damn fast! Almost finished chapter one. And apparently we’re only into our second day of school. I would cry out loud here if I could! =s sigh. I don’t remember all that I knew back then! shucks. Life. MY LIFE

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