. tired . sleepy . hallucinating .

Ming Han said i'm super cheong hei. Lol. I dont care. sigh. School felt extra long today. We had three free periods today though. And being usual BU4 students, we cant shut up during free periods. Kenny, Tricia and I were busy talking while the rest of my classmates persisted in getting work done. The whole class was really quiet. Except for the 3 of us of course. Apparently nothing stops us from talking. There. Short and sweet. I'm off to Ipoh tmr, coming back Sunday past midnight. Wonder if i can wake up for school on Monday. =s

cheers, mL

. I Mac .

Btw, I spent such a long time typing that last post, not because there was alot to post but because i'm using the IMac and this blardy keyboard gets on my nerves. bear with my typos! =) cheers.

"A happy life is good health and bad memory"

. i'm backkk! .

what an achievement. I'm back! hmmm. lets start my blog with..

Sunday, 17th June

I drove to church because my parents left for Bentong at 6.30am that morning with Mike, Marc and Josh. First thing i get in the morning when i reach church is Ghavin laughing at my parking. Go on. Laugh la. Big deal. I got into the box ookayyy!! =D we were in church really early that morning because Rach had to do offertery and i had to commentate. After that, since i had the car, Laura and i decided to go out for breakfast. Dillion and Victor came along with us and we went specially to Black Canyon in Centrepoint, BU, to have Tomyam noodles despite the fact that i had two bloody blistering ulcers in my mouth. However, THEY RAN OUT OF TOMYAM! you should've seen the look on poor Laura's face. lol. so that was the start of my bad day. We went back to church to watch the new teams train. Everything went on fine. Then about around 3pm, my parents came back from Bentong. And my dad just passed a remark, "why u parked the car under the sun?" so, i went to repark it! which turns out to be the worst decision of my oh so "good" day. i was driving out of the parking lot, and mind you, there were no cars on both sides of the road. Then i was driving out of my parking spot under the great and hilarious sun, when *BANG* i knocked into a Kancil!!!! Farkkkkkkkkkkk. Sigh. That was the cherry on top of my Sunday cake. What beats me, was in the lift before i came down, Alan and Sanjieev together with Asheelaa were just asking about my previous accident (where i burst two left tyres apparently). Okay. so anyways, this Kancil was coming from the opposite direction on a one way street road! so anyhoo, i think i split my perdana's bumper right down it's middle while the left headlight dropped out of its socket. YEAPPP. and Alan, Asheelaa, Sanjieev, Brendon and Stephanie were right behind me! so they came and straight away tried calming me down. But it is public knowledge that when Michelle Lai freaks out, she doesn't calm down soon or easily. So yeah. Thank God my dad was upstairs, i got him to come down to settle it all for me. Sigh. btw, that woman was driving super fast. Plus, she was old. Haiz. Pls remind me why i even started driving in the first place. Me and my driving mishaps. BTW, THANK YOU Alan, Asheelaa , Brendon, Stephanie and Sanjieev for being there at first and trying to comfort me. Appreciate it! Can you believe how calm my parenets were/are about it? gee. When i got home, my mom asked if i wanted to go out with her to buy a cake for my dad (Father's Day). So i said okay. When i went to the car, MY MOM WAS SITTING IN THE PASSENGER SEAT. yeah. she wanted me, ME to drive. So i just stood outside the car, and told her that if she wasn't gonna drive, i was staying put at home. So she had no choice but to move. Lol. I mean, which parent, WHICH PARENT would still let their careless child drive ever again, better still, 2 hrs after a MAJOR ACCIDENT. sigh. When we had dinner at home, and had cake after that, my dad passed a comment. "wa, first time you all celebrating Father's day ah?" which was quite true! We never quite got to clelbrating Father's day before. Well, apparently i gave him the biggest father's day present. Bills to foot for the fixing of my perdana and that lady's kancil. So much for HAPPY Father's Day.

Now, lets move on to Monday, 18th June

In the morning, i woke up a lil later cos i didnt really have to rush ccos i wasnt following Denon to skl. He was ponteng-ing cos he "didnt finish his hw". DOES IT EVEN MATTER? Cos i hardly finish my work. And i still find the time to blog, watch tv and the guts to go to skl. wakakaka. This morning, i fell off the stairs. Literally and really. I swear it was freaking paiful okay. And i was just recovering from a blue-black bump i got at the farm. Now there's and addition to the sexy bump family on my legs. sigh..
Well, my dad got the lady's car fixed today. Thanks dad! Sorry too. hmmm.. Turns out she lost her son last week. Maybe that explains her uber fast driving? I don't know. sigh.
In the night, i met Ming for coffee in Centrepoint. He helped me with my Chem. =) Ming, if you read this, Yes You're Very Intelligent! hhahahaha. You should feel complimented. We had our fair share of laughs. ESP ABT THE MSG. ;p We then moved on from studying at Starbucks to late supper at McD's. I particularly enjoy talking to this boy because we talk about just about anything. Religion's an open topic. I learn alot. Esp about Mahakari. It's really interesting. hmmm. Anyway, thanks Ming, for helping me out that day!

Then came Tuesday, 19th June

After school, i mandi'd straight away. It wa a hot day and i really couldn't tahan. Right after bathing, i saw how terrible my hair looked at the ends! They were dry ad frizzing. So, i got my mom to drop me off at my hairdresser for a quick trim. Joshua picked me up after that when i was done, then we dropped Ellie (his gf) and her mom off at OU, and rushed (as fast as we could in the bumper to bumper Jam) to pick Marc up. Yeah. We had practice for the Ipoh performance end of this week, and we were more than running late! "drive faster!", i told Josh. "No way to cut la, i can see it from back here", came Marc's reply. "I'M NOT RAFIE LA", came Joshua's reply. You know why? cos Rafie can drive. He can drive REAL REAL REAL fast. But of course not as fast as his cousin. You see, the speedometer in the Estima was up to like.. 220km/h, but when Raf's cousin drove us, THE NEEDLE DROPPED PAST 220km/h. Laura's natural reaction? Lift her feet and set them against the front seats whilst hypervantilating. =D That was end of last year tho. Whenwe finally got to church, found out that Ian and Laura also got their hair cut. okay.. So we had practice. It was good. We got alot of things done. Now i just gotta keep in mind to turn my head mike towards Victor for out welcoming thingy. argh.
Just before we ended practice, my dad came in carrying a cute, hairy, fat, black puppy! MY NEW PUPPY. =) Mikey claims that she might just be his long lost sister. Afterall, they resemble each other tremendously. HAIRY, FAT, BLACK, and their fettish for pooping. =) beatrice first named her Penny. Then i went against it, and decided to call her Princess. However, my mom went on about how she once named her dog Princess and it shortened the lifespan of the poor dog (died real quick) Lol. Then, i decided to name her Blacky, after Mikey. But Ian came up with an even better idea, that was to name her Blackercup, after Marc. But my mom started about how if we called her Blackercup, no one would know her gender. Rach and i started thinking of names like Cadence, Interval, Harmony and all these music terms then FINALLY, we ALL agreed to call her Melody. Which was kinda cute. Cos now we call her Melody, sister of Buddy and Woody (my two other present dogs). Ryhmes. =) I got home that night, was absolutely tired, and went to sleep early. Okay. my bed, isnt a normal bed. My bed used to be two King sized beds on the bed frame. Was kinda high. But now, my bed's a California King sized bed, that's bigger, and higher than before. So when i got onto my bed, *AHHHHHHH* the agony. the bump on my legs, shins, all over. arggghhhh. Yes. I think my bone's bengkak!!!! =s

Then God made yesterday, Wednesday, 20th June.

I came home and bathed my Melody! she was so pandai! duduk aje kasi i mandi. i'm tired of describing my yesterday. oh yeah. Went back with Denon, met Rafie at BU4 skl, put Rach into his shinning Evo which was quite funny. Rachel doesn't and cant put up with speed. So my "speed demon" aka Rafie and his Evo were absolutely slow. Everytime Denon and i were behind his car at the trafficlights, we'd horn him and make funny faces until he finally started ignoring us. yeahhh. anyways thanks Raf for sending Rach to music class! =)

so TODAY, school was.. okay again. You won believe how lazy i'm getting. yes. oh and i woke up really late today! 6.30am. sigh. Denon u arse. You didn't wake me uppppp! anyways, we made it to skl just on time! Thank God! hahaha. hmmm. i got into the car after skl and checked my phone. there was a msg from Zhu Hann who had just recently finished his pre-U program exams and all. Msgd abit and found out he's got offers from 6 Uni's in Uk?!!? *boinks* congrats ya!!!! =) wahlao. all this smart people starting to scare the daylight, nightlight, and any light or life out of me. Anyways, denon and i went to catch a quick lunch at Devi's corner, TTDI. I came home and spent 10 minutes in the BLAZING 2 o'clock sun trying to get Melody into the house while carrying my heavy bag and a file. APPARENLY, she decided to run out when i got home. In the end, i just had to carry her in. That was so last resort. So i had to mandi after that. Then for one of the few times in my life, i was jusst too lazy to blow dry my hair and went straight to sleep! woke up at.. 6pm! Lol. Had dinner, Wonderful tasting Yee Mee that grams made. that was overflowing with prawns. yikes. prawns. =s and now here i am. shit. i still have HW.

. the Denon-Rafie relationship .

Last Thursday during school, Rafie picked me up from school with Denon. We were supposed to go to Rafie's house to pick up some perfume as he went on and on about how Denon and I smelt like school ( which i still don't know how it smells like!). Anyhoo, what was about taking perfume turned into a game of football for the both of them in Rafie's room, which ended up with them wrestling on the bed (though it looked alot like they were humping each other). Then i finally realised and understood Laura's statement. =)

. L6S2 .

I have officially moved from L6S1 to L6S2. I don't know how i actually feel about it. I mean, in terms of studies, i'm pretty relieved to have dropped bio. Then again, S2's really quiet! They scare me with their silence. Yes they do. But well, at least i've got Tricia and Kenny. =) The day was to short to actually gauge how the class/teachers were though. hmmm. i'm excited about starting anew again! Do you know, during reccess, the seniors made KY, JiaHui, Tricia and I clean the windows in their class? Well there were two ways to look at it.
1) I hadn't had breakfast since i was up at 6am.
2) Lose weight loh.

I came home form school tired and hungry. Trust me, a hungry person is not a happy person! =s sigh.. oh wait! The night before, I was pretty lazy to start packing for my trip to Perak on Friday. So I got Denon to try get me home ASAP cos i had to meet the rest of the ppl to leave at 2! AND I HADN'T PACKED! yeap. Drama Drama. Got home around 1pm, threw everything in, and left. STILL HUNGRY. Then we left for Sungkai, Perak. It was raining all the way and I was really emo that day. But anyways, the emo aside, thank you Laura for cheering me up.. You're as goofy as you are and i <3 u! Not in the Denon-Rafie way la. That's absolutely wrong. You know what i mean.

Overall, Sungkai was a wet wet trip. We camped out, we got rained on, we had the most wonderful BBQ courtesy to Marc, Mikey and Josh + Ellie. Thanks to all those guys who stood by the BBQ pit to cook the food! LAMB WAS OUTRAGES btw. =) We played alot all of these two days and now i'm too tired to think (cos i just got back).

The only reason why i'm typing this whole thing is to try prove to myself that perhaps this blog will last a lil longer than all the others i've had.

. chemistry .

I am depressed. I really am. I tried taking this as positively as I possibly could but I can’t. Sigh. It’s only the second day and I’m feeling like this already. This is bad. Well, at least I understood mathematics. Well at least I think I did! hah. Yes. Laugh at me. Do you know, the only happy part about my day today was bringing a new bag to school. I kick started my day badly today. I woke up at 5, to start with. Since it was really early, I conveniently went back to sleep! THEN, I got a msg! But in my mind I was like “alarm hasn’t rang, it’s not 6am yet, so no rush at getting up”. So I went back to sleep, yet again. Then another msg came in. And I was like “well, this better be important if some nut head’s messaging me at 5 plus in the morning”. THEN I CHECK MY PHONE AND IT’S 6.30AM ALREADY! FARKKKK. yeaps. First msg was from Kenny. “Wakey wake! Rise and shine!” yeah. And the second one from Denon (I was supposed to wake him up at 6am, in order for him to come pick me up to be in school in time). The message said this “Good morning Michelle, why didn’t you wake me up? I nearly overslept!” And all I could reply was SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT! I OVERSLEPT. sigh. yeah. Bad day!

Oh well, life’s tough ain’t it? Then in school, I was found by my “masters”. Here’s why I have masters. During orientation, these seniors picked about 20 juniors to “sell” as slaves. And I was of course lucky enough to be chosen! And Sold, mind you!! Sold to 22 people that is, but thank heavens I was sold in a group of 4 girls. So, I’ve got friends to be with me! =) ANYWAY, MY FIRST “TASK” as a SLAVE, is to make two sets of breakfast and two sets of lunch tomorrow! gee. I don’t even eat breakfast, to start with. I close to don’t eat lunch at home, but yeah, I’m supposed to cook! WOW! Narcissistic arses! sigh. And classes haven’t been easy I tell you. I mean I’ve always done my science subjects in BM. Having to do it all in English now really confuses the crack pots out of me! I swear! I’ve been swearing a lot haven’t I? But I can’t help it. My friends say it’s only temporary that I feel this way and in time I’ll understand. But I don’t feel any better. I mean. Math seems fine to me still.. Still. Maybe I haven’t gotten to the tough parts yet. But of for Pete’s sake, chemistry teachers writes damn fast! Almost finished chapter one. And apparently we’re only into our second day of school. I would cry out loud here if I could! =s sigh. I don’t remember all that I knew back then! shucks. Life. MY LIFE

. last holidays .

You know, last Monday during the holidays (4th-6th June), we went for the first training camp of the 2007 team at the Farm. It was great fun! And for the first time in my life, I actually kept my word about not going into the pond. You see, I ALWAYS say I don’t want to go into the pond. BUT I ALWAYS END UP IN IT ANYWAY! I get overpowered and thrown in by the guys always. Let me make myself clear. There’s a reason behind my not wanting to go into the pond. This “pond” is where uncle Andrew, the owner of the Farm disposes all the shit of his oh-so-beloved animals. And trust me. I didn’t believe it, thought it was a rumor, UNTIL I SAW IT FOR MYSELF! Yes friends. Shit.

So anyhoo, the classic part was, the 2007 team actually knew about the shit part, and yet they all jumped in. It was so funny. Last year we had to go catch the 2006 team to throw them in, but this year, this team helped themselves to it. What good sportsmanship. =) *salute* There’s definitely new and fresh ideas coming from them and it’s been nice. They’re a nice bunch. And of course the 2006 had their share of farewells. They sang the song “home” by Chris Daughtry. Was it? I hope I got it right. Anyways, they made this like photo scrapbook for Martin and this pewter-like thingy thing as a sign of their thanks to the advisors, aka Uncle Richard and Aunty Pat. What a nice ending.

So, we came home late on Wednesday night and we were absolutely pooped. So wait. I’m not done with church. THE NEXT DAY, we come back for a final rehearsal and brush up session with MJ. Yeappp. We come back again. Then, that’s not the end of our escapade.

On Friday, in the morning, Laura and I were “privileged” enough to join Denon and Rafie on their journey to KKB to visit Joshua in his NS camp (ALTHOUGH HE WAS COMING BACK THE NEXT DAY, SATURDAY). Rafie sped at an ass whoooooping 180-200km/h. Laura n I were in the back seat crying, dying, laughing and everything we could possibly think of. Oh and don’t forget cursing. =) haha. And finally there we were. It was wonderful to see Josh again. Bald! How adorable. haha. When he started singing to Wake me up when September ends, Laura and I couldn’t help but laugh. It’s been a long time since we’d heard his powerful voice. =) Then he asked us to go to the KKB town to get him some food, but we refused to do so. Then he black mailed us. Literally. So we went. Btw, I drove Raf’s Audi to town! whoopy! We got him 2 roti telur bawangs and two ayam goreng. And take my word for it, I’ve never seen anyone so happy at the sight of mamak or anyone gulp down so much food under 10 minutes!~

At 3 o’clock, it was raining cats and dogs! no wait. It was Pouring cows and pigs! It was Denon’s turn to drive home as we all had a turn that journey. Rafie drove to KKB, I drove to the town, Laura drove back to the NS site and so Denon was to drive home. Laura n Raf were fast asleep at the back seats so I took a picture, turned in front and laughed to myself. Then out of no where, *SNAP!* this Laura flicks my ear. Gee man. Lol. So anyway we reached back church right on time at 5, and left for CDM. Another church. We were there to assist MJ with his talks with our skits and testimonies. So we were there. The food we had, not bad. But somehow Laura n I came down with stomach aches in the night! We couldn’t make out if if was because of the KKB mamak or the dinner at CDM. So yeah.

I will not comment on the sound system there. So yeah. But I’ll just hint that we were sitting right in front, right in front of the speakers, and everything was booming loud. Every tom in the drum had a mike attached to it. Yeaps! And there even was a mike attached to the guitar speakers. Yeap. And, they were yelling through the mikes. I mean. Everything was good and all, except for the fact that the whole thing left my ear drums ringing till today. And no, I’m far from exaggerating. Now I know how it feels like to buy the most expensive ticket and sit right in front of the speakers at a rock concert. =) So yeah. it all ended on Saturday. We were Poooooped.

. my first post . my first day of school .

First things first, this isn't the first blog i've created, and it's definitely not going to be the last! Trust me on this. I've tried and signed up for literally everything available on the internet. Tagged, MySpace, Multiply, Twinkle, Binkle, WTV. What's best is i don't remember signing up for any of them. I swear! But turns out that when i try signing up again, i've already been signed up. Oh then i try logging in. But guess what!!? i never remember which email i signed up with or the password i used. I know. Brilliant!

Now you see, that’s the first part. Singning up, joining and whatsoever. The second part, which is the harder part, is about maintaining the site. I mean. People like me shouldn't be allowed to create all these things because we never use 'em as often as we should. I really envy those peope who have the will to actually keep updating their sites, write about their days, and blablabla. If i started, i'd never actually end with the complaints and procrastination. I’m endless when It comes to that. Forgive me.

Okay. Lets see. Today was the first day of school. I had absolutely terrible butterflies yesterday! ALL DAY LONG! I was so upset! My Monday Blues had FINALLY come back. CAME BACK FROM A 7 MONTH BREAK, mind you. Yes. I felt like.. SHIT! Sigh. I drove around and I wasn’t paying any attention. I met Raf at Kayu for tea supposedly. But I had a bottle of water only. Well at least he had iced coffee. But wtv. So then I brought him to my car to show him the bumper that I bumped earlier. Yeap. And he stood there dumbfounded. Sigh.

Okay. Back to school. Denon picked me up at like 6.45am! Crazy nut. Then we went to school. Then i walked around for a while till assembly started. It was so long!!! It's been a longgg time since i last sat through one of those. Afterall, in my previous school, i never went to school on Mondays! But, the PA system of the school sounded somewhat... Bad. Mind you, this is constructive criticism. And it's now June. Guess what! We're gonna have our first test in July! My chem teacher came in and claimed she was fierce. She also said she had already set our exam Q's. But i found her absolutely cute because looks like my aunty Anna (dad's sister). Kecil dan comel. So yeah. Hmm.. My form teacher seemed somewhat cool. She was pretty lenient about stuff. I'm tired of school now. Oh and it seems we're having Family Day in July. WHEEEE! Do you feel my sarcasm? yeah.

I finally comprehend with why my parents do not intend to get me a car of my own. I’d trash it. And prolly kill myself while I’m at it! Yeah. Michelle’s apparently powerful driving skills! =D

Well, that's it for now. I'm tired of talking already.

They say that

attitude determines our altitude

so i'm trying a positive approach to this whole situation. =)